I want to share this very inspiring quotation that I have read recently. It inspires those who have lost a loved one, the suffering and those who are facing death. May your spirits soar high and be blessed even more after a big great fall. Read on...

"'Human beings do not live forever. We live less than the time it takes to blink an eye, if we measure our lives against eternity. So it may be asked what value is there to a human life. There is so much pain in the world. What does it mean to have to suffer so much if our lives are nothing more than the blink of an eye?' He paused again, his eyes misty now, then went on, 'I learned a long time ago, that a blink of an eye in itself is nothing. But the eye that blinks, that is something. A span of life is nothing. But the man who lives that span, he is something. He can fill that tiny span with meaning, so its quality is immeasurable though its quantity may be insignificant.'"- Chaim Polok

Currently feeling: light hearted

Haaay...
one, two, three.. (warm-up mode)

Voice Lesson

I had my first voice lesson last Monday..and what do you know (or..I know), I've been using the wrong breathing technique all this time. Oh well, at least now I know how to breath properly and we determined my pitch. Muharhar! 2 octaves lang. It was a loud lesson (as expected...by my teacher), so loud a kid peeked in to see what was happening. Hahaha! My teacher told me that it is even "grabe" in UP. Imagine hearing a bunch of people singing "mee-ee-o-o-oh" at the same time, plus its echo across the hall...kinda creepy. Hehehe...

CRUSHING...again

I hate this. I've got a crush on you... Whatever! Hahaha! I didn't mean to have a crush on you..if it is still just a "crush" feeling. And now, I'm dreaming of you....and I see you everywhere!!! Pathetic me! I think I need to take a CRUSH course on LOVE101..hahaha! (ang laboooo!!!)

Ilocos

I have finally visited Ilocos...and I loved it! What I only see in pictures (pinapakita para mang inggit) I have finally been able to see live. In case you didn't know, my family from my mother's side is Ilocano. They said Ilocanos are thrifty...how come I am not? Hmmm...hehehe. I enjoyed my 5-day stay in Ilocos... but what I enjoyed more is the food. I think I gained weight in 5 days. I really love provinces. I didn't want to go back to Manila. I have somehow developed an attachment to the place. And then, the surprises of all surprises..."HE" is connected to that place. Pati ba naman sa pagbabakasyon ko andun siya. Tsk tsk!

Bitin

I almost had a suitor (hahaha). But I said no. I am the mighty taga-REJECT. I have my reasons. First, we are friends...and we'd rather stay as friends...FOREVER. Second, he looks confused. I look like someone who I think he really likes and it's a big NO-NO for me that you compare me to another person (specially to someone you like)..ano ako second option? rebound girl? fallback girl?...Huwaaaaat??? No way! Third, whatever he promises...are meant to be broken. I don't care if you say "Cross my heart, hope to die" or you feel/ see "something" when you stare in my eyes (i was laughing...so hard when i stared back)...I really do not believe a single word you say.

Back

So here...finally...a little update. I missed this! (yeah a bouncy alien!)

Currently listening to: Pack away song
Currently watching: big bouncy cute babies
Currently feeling: tulala

It has been so long since my last post. It was in February...and what do you know...it's already June. And a lot has happened during those four months. From my May vacation in Ilocos, to a soon-to-be-band plan that me and my friends are having, to a friend-going-abroad, plus my same-old-same-old-still-boring love life. Hahaha! I would like to update you guys but it's getting late and I don't have much time to do that. I'll try to post more stuff tomorrow. From now on, I'll try to keep in touch with my Tabulas. I missed blogging my life...well, just my stories...but they're just the same, right? Cheerios!!!

Oh by the way, please, please, please visit and add the El Grupo Filipino website in Multiply. You will find the greatest story ever created...the Ligawan Blues. And also visit our forums at elgrupofilipino.proboards43.com. Hahaha! God bless you all!!!

Currently feeling: excited

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

Bukod sa mga kung anu-anong herbs at filter sa yosi, wala namang ibang pinagkaiba ang yosi at straw. Pareho mo lang naman na nilalagay sa bibig mo. Sa straw humihigop ka, sa yosi humihigop ka din naman, usok nga lang. Pareho lang din naman ng purpose yun diba? Bakit ba nag-yoyosi ang tao? Kasi...actually kay Freud yun. Yung oral stage hinde na-satisfy kaya hayun nagkaroon ng attachment sa yosi dahil dun ma-sasatisfy yung lacking sa stage na yun (ex. thumb sucking). Kaya imbes na sirain ang health kakahithit ng yosi, eh di sa straw na lang i-satisfy yung stage na yun. Diba? hehehe

 ***Wala sanang masaktan. Opinyon lamang ito ng awtor mula sa mga nakita niyang naninigarilyo sa tapat ng Market-Market habang kumakain siya sa Jolibee at umiinom ng softdrinks. Hinde kasi siya naninigarilyo. Allright! :D

Currently listening to: walang sound ang speakers
Currently feeling: vadtreep

I got this from Friendster, posted by my ever dearest cousin, Ate Irish. Just read on... 

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[.FIFTEEN.] YOU THINK OF
ANY EXCUSE JUST
TO TALK TO THEM

[.FOURTEEN.]
U LOOK @ THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE
CONSTANTLY

[.THIRTEEN.]:
WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH
THEM
LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP,,
YOU
STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS
JUST
TWO MINUTES AGO.

[.TWELVE.]:
YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER
AND
OVER AGAIN.

[.ELEVEN.]:
YOU WAlK REALLY SLOW WHEN
YOU'RE
WITH THEM

[.TEN.]:
YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER
YOU'RE/THEY'RE
AROUND.

[.NINE.]:
WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM,
YOUR HEART
BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE
SAME
TIME

[.EIGHT.]:
YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR
VOICE.

[.SEVEN.]:
WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T
SEE
THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All
YOU
SEE IS HIM//HER.

[.SIX.]:
YOU START THINKING ABOUT THEM
WHEN
LISTENING TO SLOW OR SAD SONGS

[.FIVE.]:
THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.

[.FOUR.]:
YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR
SCENT.

[.THREE.]:
YOU REALIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS
SMILING
TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK
ABOUT
THEM.

[.TWO.]:
YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR
THEM, OR
ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.

[.ONE.]:
WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS
ONE
PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE
TIME...

Currently listening to: the TV
Currently watching: House
Currently feeling: pressured

 

Coz it was just a dream

When we held hands

And did not care about the world

 

Just a dream

When I touched your face

And you laid down on my lap

 

Yes, it was just a dream

When we understood each other

And without words for that matter

 

Sadly, just a dream

When I felt protected

And you were right beside me

 

Just a dream

When you seemed so real

And in a second I was back to reality

----- Jade Habitan, October 2, 2006; 8:10 AM

Currently listening to: Init sa Magdamag
Currently feeling: off

Wow! She replied!

I thought that she would find it silly for me to have even bothered to apologize to her after seven years, but I was wrong. In fact, she read the letter over and over...

" Nabasa ko lang ulit...
haaay... namimiss ko na din yung mga times noon at kahit yung mga times na dapat ngayon...
sana makabawi tayo..."---M.V.D

Diba sabi ko kanina, I attended two birthdays this month (well...sabi ko movie pero same thing!) Hahaha...Here are some pictures/ remembrance from those two occasions. :D Happy Birthday ulit sa mga may birthday this September. Next one to have a birthday is my brother Jorge on September 12! Yipee Virgos!!!! :D

Cha's Birthday-Spaghetti Factory (September 8, 2006)

Since isa lang naman yung pic namin nung birthday niya...ayan nilagyan ko na lang ng design. hahaha! Na-sobrahan nga lang. Hehehe...

 

 

Ate Lora's Birthday-Burgoo (September 10, 2006)

Next, with the Sibucao family. First time namin kumain sa labas. Usually kasi pag may nagbi-birthday kina Ate Lora, sa bahay nila ginagawa...libreng Dan Erick's na ice cream pa yun. hahaha!

 

 

 

 

Currently listening to: Dito ba?
Currently feeling: kaba-kaba